Rulëtka

Rulëtka speaks to the seasons of life that feel governed by uncertainty — the moments when answers are absent, direction is unclear, and everything seems left to chance. Its title, Russian for roulette, reflects a reality most people know intimately: there are times when life feels unpredictable, unresolved, and entirely outside of our control. Created in acrylic and concrete, the materials embody that internal conflict. Concrete carries the weight of the built world — the hardness, burden, and earthly reality through which all hardship is lived — while acrylic introduces movement, life, and the faith required to keep going through what cannot yet be understood. The collisions, splatters, and layered interruptions across the canvas become a visual language for tension itself — the push between fear and belief, between what is falling apart and what still asks us to trust. This piece was born from a personal season of uncertainty, but its message reaches far beyond one experience. We have all faced moments where the future feels like a gamble, where outcomes are hidden, and where control slips from our hands. Rulëtka stands as a reminder that even when life feels left to chance, we still choose where to place our trust. I chose to go all in — not on luck, but on Him.